Meditation, the Subconscious, and Why I Should Go Ahead and Dance.

Interrelated Streams of Messy, Messy Thought:

[Image source: here.]

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It's amazing what quiet moments of reflection (meditation) can yield. You go through flashes of discovery, creativity, and conscious articulation of deeper thoughts and feelings.

The past weeks have been dented by pressure from different spheres of my life, punctuated by my intense bouts with moodiness and procrastination. I needed a break. I needed to withdraw from the chaotic world and crawl up in my own little quiet space and time, talking to no one except me and myself. I needed to feel grounded and serene again.

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I hadn't exercised nor danced in a while, which might have partially caused my moodiness. Sometimes we get too embroiled in work we "have" to do; we forget to indulge in little pleasures and innate curiosities that remind us how much we love life.

Dancing is expensive, and I don't just mean that in terms of money, but of time and energy as well. As with any creative activity, dancing can be emotionally draining too. I have pretty much stopped it because I can't afford it, what with all my other priorities. But I do miss the form of expression that dancing allows. It has left a void in me that not even writing could satisfy.

From a career standpoint, it makes sense for me to keep writing and keep honing it. But what about dancing? Why would I invest any more time and effort into dancing? It's "just" a hobby. It doesn't have "practical" value. (Besides, I'm not even a good dancer. But that's not the point.)

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So one night, while meditating in my bed, two seemingly distinct and incongruous spheres of my life -- work and hobby -- came together. I came to a resolution as to why I should go ahead and dance: my native curiosities (dancing included) are goal achieving. Just because I have to train myself to be more business savvy doesn't mean I should give up my creative touchy-feeliness.

Awareness of movement and bodily expression, plus the ability to evoke (intended) reactions from an audience, will help make me a better Media Coach in the future (should I choose to become one).

Dancing has already developed in me a nuanced eye for body language. That's important. If I am to eventually train executives to communicate their points persuasively to the public, for example, it helps to be able to teach them the finer points of body language too, right?

To add, dancing is performance. So is appearing before a cynical public to defend a contentious issue. That's performance, and with high stakes at that. You might say those two (dancing and PR) are apple and orange. Maybe, but also they're both fruit; i.e., they're both performances. And underlying every successful performance is the ability to find ways to tell your (side of the) story to your audience, and be powerfully convincing about it. Connection, baby, connection.

If you're not convinced by my argument above, think of it this way: dancing involves a certain level of competency in acting and projecting your presence on stage. Same thing can be said about, say, appearing on a live TV news show to answer tough questions from a reporter. Let's face it, we're living in a highly mediated culture where issues can be aired on some form of media. The more you know about acting and projection (among other things...oh, don't forget truthfulness and ethics...anyone?), the more comfortable you'll be when you're called to the task of facing your stakeholders.

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What was my point again? Oh, this: It's important not to alienate myself from the things I enjoy, remote as they may seem from the hard-pressing realities of life.

Continuing to enjoy the activities I love will help me perform better in the other spheres of my life. Deprivation will only make me grumpier and unmotivated.

My hobbies and native curiosities are goal achieving. Apart from the joy I derive from them, they also help me develop skills that are transferable to other spheres of my life. The challenge is for me to recognize those skills and know how to deploy them under different contexts.

Engaging in "play" (hobbies, etc.) allows us to see "work" from a different perspective. While playing, even as the conscious part of the brain is engaged in playing, the subconscious mind is actively working towards creative solutions to nagging work problems.

In fact, that is why some of the most brilliant discoveries ever were made while the genius was relaxing after some intense work. Think Isaac Newton: he "discovered" gravity while resting under a tree, watching an apple fall to the ground.

Also, think about babies: play is the arena where they first learned about socializing, life, etc. It's also where they first learned to test their boundaries (e.g., their physical strength).

Play is crucial to growth and performance. Continuing to enjoy the activities I love will help me perform better in the other spheres of my life. Deprivation will only make me grumpier and unmotivated.

So what the heck, I'm a go ahead and dance. Kiss my shaking booty.

"Blonde pole dancer" :)
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Tags: :: a day in her life :: allusions and metaphors :: career and (anti-)cubicle :: critical reflections :: ivory tower itches :: strange silly chick ::

TGIF!!!

Thought Spurts on a lazy Friday afternoon:

* Boyfriend will be here tomorrow morning (Saturday) until Wednesday. Oh baby, we are so going to have a post-Valentine lovefest. I'm so excited, I'm ready to jump out of my skin!!!

Incidentally, our (long-distance) conversations lately have been deliciously naughty. Sweet!

Okay, so preparations in order:
Sexy red lingerie? Check. V-day gift for him? Half-check. Recipe for dinner? Check. Liquid melty chocolate? Check. Exfoliated, smooth glowing skin? Check. Sultry make-out music? Check, check, check. Raunchy movies? Check. Some weed? Check.

...I better shut up at this point. My mind's in horny mode right now; I just don't think it's appropriate for me to further give too much info. I'm sure you couldn't care less. =)

On to the next topic / Back to geekeries:
* You know how I've been preoccupied lately about my career goals and the future, yada yada? Well, the reason is that never in the past had I really given much thought about the future.

But now that I'm out of school and wanting to move up to a high-power job, I'm starting to appreciate the importance of goal setting, because up until lately I had no career or life goals. Up until this point I was just living on a day-to-day basis, no sense of direction. Over-educated, Under-stimulated. It was quite horrible. It's scary once you realize you're not getting any younger and that your silly, carefree ways are not as cute as they used to be.

I'm used to living in the moment, being silly, procrastinating, making mistakes, testing boundaries, enjoying life (yes, even my nerdiness is enjoyment for me). Throughout my school life (and early career years) I just kinda trusted that things would work out well, and that I didn't have to plan. (Come to think of it, life is too fun to have it rigidly planned out! Planning sometimes takes away the sense of adventure.)

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, now I'm finally excited about the future again because I can see it more clearly. I'm actually excited to wake up each morning, unlike before when every day felt like drudgery. At least now I have something to look forward to. I can actually visualize who and what I aspire to be--and I don't just mean that in terms of career (although career is a major part of my dreams--a successful career gives you bragging rights a sense of pride, you know). At the end of the day, I want to feel like I've lived and loved and felt happy. I want to feel like I've contributed something noble to the world. I don't want to grow old feeling like I've wasted my life in aimless fashion. I'll continue having fun, but this time I want a sense of purpose and direction.

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I now have goals and a life mission. The best part is, I now actually know how to get there. I have a plan--a legit one! Doesn't involve stealing somebody else's ideas or sabotaging their projects. (...Hah, just kidding. I would never steal or sabotage just to get ahead. I'm a smart independent gal, for Buddha's sake! No need to commit a crime. =))


Next stream of thought:
* I miss school. I really do. In two years or so I'd like to go back to do a Master's degree (an MA or an MBA, or both). My boyfriend agrees and supports it (after all, he's a nerd. The cute and stylish kind of nerd, not the yucky stereotype).

I've been window-shopping for prospect schools for quite some time now, and I must say, I'm really impressed with some of 'em. I like how some universities have come up with really innovative graduate programs that combine on-site residencies and distance learning. Students won't have to stop working for two straight years as they complete their graduate studies.


("Geeks Anonymous" from phdcomics.com)


* Speaking of graduate school, why would anyone want to complete a Ph.D.? I don't quite get it. You spend five more years of your life in school doing rigorous academic work, spending xx thousand dollars... then what?

("Why are we doing this?" from phdcomics.com)

Just curious. My boyfriend's doing his Ph.D., and I don't understand why. Then again, as long as he's happy and he loves what he does...

I can't wait to see him.

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Ph.D. = "Piled Higher and Deeper"
from phdcomics.com

A late greeting, but...

Happy Lovin' (and Anti-Lovin'), Bloggers!

Feeling alienated?

"Life is hard, and then you die."
~Woody Allen

Conclusion: Enjoy life. =)



Humans have a higher nature which...includes the need for meaningful work, for responsibility, for creativeness, for being fair and just, for doing what is worthwhile and for preferring to do it well.

~Abraham Maslow
(that dude you faintly remember from your psychology or business class =))


*RELATED POST (maybe): Generation X by Coupland

"Creative Collaboration" article excerpts

I looooved Cultural Studies as an undergraduate student. Now that I'm at a stage where I have to figure out how to convert my nerdy passions into "bread and butter" (or in my case, rice, cuz I'm Asian), I've developed an interest in organizational culture. I find that many of the rhetorical stuff I learned concerning culture, politics, society, blah blah, are applicable in the business environment. I just have to develop a stronger nose for business, then combine it with my humanist (idealist?) background to develop insights that utilize "the best of both worlds," so to speak.

(I did major in business, by the way, but dropped out of it because my interest in humanities and social sciences was too strong to ignore. Besides, I didn't like my classmates in business school. And yeah, I sucked in Accounting. There, I said it.)

Anyway, here are excerpts from an excellent article, a case study about company cultures, published in a trade magazine. The article's title is "Unleashing the Power of Creative Collaboration: A Look at Three Real-World Stories About Human Potential." Here's the author.

Communicators are helping people interact and connect with each other. They have, in a literal sense, become architects. They are using their expertise to not only design events and speeches...but also to help design office environments that encourage collaboration.

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Success in today's global economy boils down to the single, universally recognized objective of getting more for less--with one exception: human resources. Human labor is not a disposable commodity. It is a unique creative resource for the future of the organization.

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We're not talking about money now. We're talking about liberating untapped potential, about energizing employees and engaging their commitment and enthusiasm.

Give people a chance to grow and they will blossom. Entrust them with greater authority and they will take on greater responsibility. Educate them to understand the changing business dynamics and they will make excellent business decisions. Encourage them to collaborate and they will amaze you with their inventiveness.

If you're further interested in this article (for educational, non-commercial purposes), I can lend you a copy (as long as copyright geeks won't sue me for it). Just leave a comment or contact me.

How good "Aha!" feels!

You know how good it feels when you reach a "Eureka" ("Aha!") moment of enlightenment?

A couple of nights ago, I was reading my back issues (from as far back as 2003!) of subscription to a trade magazine. In an old issue, I read this case study of something. And then all of a sudden, that moment of "ting!" (sound of a bell ring), as though I were in a comic strip and a bulb lit up above my head.

My heart started beating faster. Ideas raced wild inside my head; I could hardly contain my thoughts (and the delight that accompanied them). I shivered a bit; my hands and feet felt cold. In that serene yet ungodly hour of the stark night (or morning), I let out a crazy laugh. It was like cerebral orgasm. It was a moment of intense satisfaction. I was so inspired. I kissed that page of the magazine. I said to myself, "Yes! This is what I want to do!"

Since then, I've been waking up each morning with extra energy, a fierce fire in my belly, a warm glow to my soul, a peaceful clarity of mind. I can feel my mind, body and spirit coming together as a strong, coherent whole. My vision is clear and almost everything in my life feels right. All of a sudden, all my regrets and moments of shame--the seemingly unbearable mistakes from the past and all--fell in a proper place, like necessary pieces to a tricky puzzle. I can now see the bigger picture, and I like what I'm seeing. I've found my calling once again! What an incredible time to be young and mature and alive!

I love my life!

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* Image Source and Credit: "Joy," found here.
* What is a "Eureka moment," you wonder? Here's a funny story behind it. Archimedes is said to have "coined" the famous word, usually uttered in flashes of discovery and inspiration.

Welcome, 2007!

Happy New Year, Everyone!

To welcome a new year of blogging, I'm announcing my new, repurposed blog: From Hippie to Yuppie (formerly called "Books + Worms + Isms"). I'm expanding it to house not just my "literary geekeries" (book-related rants and reviews), but also my career-related musings. I find it necessary to do this as I make a full transition from a New-Agey, Left-leaning Ivory Tower spoiled brat into a career-oriented young professional. It should be interesting as I graduate from the lofty world of Social and Critical Theory and now face the realities of "making a living" as I further integrate myself into the corporate world to pursue my career.

From learning to be literate to learning to be corporate. Damn, I have an interesting year ahead of me. Wishing you one, too! =)

For the uninitiated:
* A "yuppie" is a young urban professional. (details)
* And what's a hippie, you ask? Here.
(I'm a "hodgepodge hippie," by the way. =) I've appropriated and do live so many of the liberal ethos, politics and styles associated with The '60s Counterculture.)

Very Nice Commercial! (On branding and change and markets and stuff)

Remember my favourite TV commercial? I gave a quick semiotic analysis of it in a previous blog. Looking at the ad from a more businessy point of view, though, I think the ad is brilliant because:

• It seamlessly marshals the growth of a brand, thus effecting the company's overall marketing strategy (which I'm sure involves maximizing its reach in a multicultural market). Through the ad, Tim Horton's manages to welcome the changing boundaries of Canadian identity while still reaffirming the good old "Canadian tradition" branding that has made the company successful. I.e., it moves the meaning of "tradition" from its old "white culture" connotations to embrace something more current, more multicultural.

How do you introduce subtle (but important!) changes to a brand without upsetting the "old tradition" aura that has made it successful? I.e., how do you modernize something without alienating the old? How do you do it in a way that's still believable to your target markets, old and new?

White food (Tim Hortons) + Hockey (Canada, eh?) + Ethnic faces (new, multicultural Canada) + Tradition/Nostalgia for the good old days (sepia tones, flashbacks, historical allusions) = Seamless blending of old and new. "Old Canada" market segment not alienated and "New Canada" market addressed and incorporated. Nice.

I'm no seasoned marketing/branding/change-mgmt pro, but I know that introducing changes can be a tricky situation. It could spell either success or disaster. The "business-minded go-getter" part of me is revelling in the dandy nuances of this Tim Horton's ad. To me, it represents some smart branding, marketing, and change strategies because it has managed to resolve those questions quite well.

*A note: On the Change Strategy side, Tim Horton's has been acquired by American-owned Wendy's, and therefore it's arguably not a Canadian company anymore, as corporate ownership has been transferred to American hands. Yet, Tim Ho still manages to hold on--seamlessly, may I add--to its Canadianism (the core of its brand). Its brand-appropriation strategies (amidst ownership change) have been executed so well that I just have to blog it off. =)

**Readers, please note comment below (re: Tim Horton's ownership).

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Merry Christmas, Fellow Bloggers!

PS: I'm in the process of rebranding this blog... it'll be out in New Year! =)

Blogtrix Reloaded

I will be rebranding this blog so that it's not just confined to my "literary geekeries" (i.e., bookworm-related venting). I will be expanding it to make it more of a career blog, and shall include my career-related mullings, my attempt(s) to crystallize my goals, searching for inspiration/motivation, sharing relevant articles, etc.

I'll be changing the blog's name and tagline... suggestions for a new blog name welcome! Name has to be short, snappy, and well captures the aspirations/ambitions of someone who's still searching for her place in the world.

Thank y'all!